I really wonder sometimes why is that some things that seem so insignificant in life at one point seem so much more important as we grow older..dont know maybe it happens a little too often with me.A close friend in school who fought with me on such a trival issue as why i did not keep in touch regulary decided not to speak to me..maybe i should have broken the ice just that i was on a ego trip and in no mood to relent or maybe the time when i was so rude to a elder just because he wouldnt let things happen my way or probabaly when my little cousin wanted to play with me and i was too busy reading Mills & Boons(majorly embarassed to admit this one) and a whole lot more other things which are so close to heart that it cannot be written only remembered.
They are really stupid things when you come to think of it but whenever i go back in time it sorts of pinch me.."what if i had done that instead of", golden words i must say but pretty much useless now though i am going to try to rectify things , i am going to start by calling my friend up after ages..little scared..dont know how she is going to react but hope that she understands and that i am somehow able to lessen the years wasted and the pain along with that.Wish me luck and remember to think twice,thrice or even five,six times for that matter before doing something or saying something,believe me you wouldnt want to regret it later..trust me on this one!