COZ I BELIEVE

I walk down the path not knowing where it will lead me ..coz I believe

I fall down ..get up..fight..fall down again.. get up..ready for the next battle..coz I believe

I see through the cruel heart and pettiness that they hide ..i still hold out a hand in friendship..coz I believe

Darkness surrounds not a person or light in sight..still I trudge on ..coz I believe

Put the kind one down and the wrong one up..still I be nice.. coz I believe

Tears and pain all gone in vain ..I still smile ..coz I believe!

I believe that the one who endeavors  will win in the end ..maybe not the battle but the hearts instead

I believe that if I hold on long enough they might give up instead

I believe that life is worth living not for oneself but for the people who care for you instead

 I believe that if I continue to believe I will be able to move those mountains, walk that extra mile and fight that battle with my head held high!

Coz I believe and so should you..! :)

Rainy Days

Ever since I can remember I have always had this affinity, a sense of  extreme fascination with rain. The pitter patter of raindrops would always sound like symphony to me, the smell of the wet earth would act like a soothing perfume which made me feel rejuvenated and alive all at once. Not to forget the scenery that emerged while it rained wet lush greenery all round - everything looked beautiful, pure and so magical.

(Raining in my garden)

I don't know whether it is because of  the connection with my name Megha which means clouds or maybe it is because of the childhood memories of getting drenched in the rain when you knew you were not supposed to, jumping deliberately in all those dirty water puddles and then giggling away ..coming home to loving scoldings, hot chai and delicious pakodas. Even if you fell ill you would go back and do the same all over again if you got the chance!

Perhaps, that's what rains remind us all about ..a renewed sense of hope, a timeless extravagance that always brings happiness and contentment like no other and a reminder of those memories where you had the luxury of time and freedom to what your heart desired.

I know a lot of people who enjoy their regular indulgences like a spa or a mini holiday to recharge their batteries and rightly so while I have my  very own version of it.. I run and happily get drenched when it rains! Try it and you will not regret it ..Happy Rainy Season :)

Getting older is so much fun

When you are child you just can't wait to grow up after all it means freedom- freedom to do what the heart desires, freedom to indulge in all those exciting activities elders like to do for e.g drive/wear make up to name a few  among many others of scandalous nature which is best left to your imagination

When you reach your 20's you just want time to stop and not move an inch. You feel you are on top of the world no one can touch you, defeat you or harm you it's your time and as the tag line of a well known brand goes you want to make it large. Time though has other ideas and before you know it-  25 starts looming in front of you and you start doing everything in your power to make time slow down though it never does.

 You hit your 30's and you feel you are over the hill it's all downhill from here..right actually wrong! I feel this is such an old, boring and might I add idiotic way to think. I will be reaching the brink soon and you know what I can't wait...no you heard me right I am super excited to be getting older and I hope a tad bit wiser.

 Now now before you start nodding your head from left to right and saying "ya right" and thinking this girl has completely lost the plot  read on below for my reasons for believing this is the best time of my life and maybe who knows your's as well...

• I dislike my younger days because you are always so conscious of who is watching you and what they are thinking about you. The best part about now is that  I am not even interested to know who, what and why's of the world  - it's not that I  don't care but my opinions take priority over other people's opinions about me. 
•   I eat/ wear/ read / do stuff that I want to do not what my best friend is doing or what my neighbor has suggested to my mom or what my relative thinks I should do...gosh what a relief I tell you!
• As you become older you do become wiser and less hyper and more forgiving and less prone to making stupid mistakes because hopefully over time you have already made a couple and learnt from them.
• My personal favorite you learn to count your blessings and be content and happy with whatever you have. 

I can go on and on so I am stopping myself while I can before I turn this into thesis. Like a wise person once  said age is just a number.. I say it is and so you should  embrace it, learn from it and look forward to the next one! Bring it on..... 

Satyamev Jayate

A show presently on air by Aamir Khan named as "Satyamev Jayatev" has been generating a lot of news or should I say controversy lately. While a whole lot of people are appreciating the endeavor there is another section who have been quite upfront in sharing their concern that there is nothing new about the issues that he has been raising in the show but then how come as soon as a popular celebrity gets involved the whole nation sits up and takes notice.

While activist and ordinary people have been fighting these evils since time immemorial without any support or appreciation from either the government or people like you and me ..what has changed so drastically and is this really fair? Fair that a celebrity decided to do one show and the whole nation watches with bated breadth while heaving praises on him.

Honestly I do agree that it is not fair that so many people in the past have done so much and not received due credit for the same but I have a couple of points below  that I feel are imperative and need to be considered, maybe  even give you some food for thought:

• Our nation worships celebrities period. A poor illiterate  villager might  not be ready to listen to a sermon by an activist  but might just change his hard core opinions if his favorite actor tells him to do so. Hence shouldn't we happy that out of all actors at least one is using his power/status to make a difference?
• Yes so he is charging a bomb for it but I for one am relieved that he is charging it for this show as compared to any other show that he could have done on television (reality/dance anyone? etc)
• The show is definitely creating an impact and bringing to the fore front  difficult  issues which not many show hosts could have tackled and dealt with the sensitivity it required , he is doing that and more.
• The most crucial point for me to consider that being a celebrity he is putting himself out there among the common man, raising pertinent and even scandalous issues, trying to change the perceptions, sympathizing  with the  the victims and giving them the respect that they have been denied.

I have always liked Aamir Khan in reel life but this man definitely deserves appreciation in real life as well  for what he is doing. Not because of anything else but the fact that  the issues he is raising will help save  a lot of people and hopefully undo a lot of wrong that has been done. It gives me hope when I see people like him  come forward and raise to the challenge, maybe others will take a leaf out of his book and follow his footsteps soon. All I can say is more power to him and may his tribe increase manifold because then 'my India' and 'your India' will truly be shining !

Me and Kundanji

I am so relieved finally got around to joining those damn yoga classes I have thinking about, dreaming about, writing about...you get the drift. After having putting off the inevitable for so long I had to give in after getting a rude wake up call from my uncle who said and I quote "my dear I think your cheeks look a little round than usual.. a little fuller".

 One innocent comment and the damage was done I swore under my breadth and dialed the yoga instructor my boss had highly recommended to me an eternity back. Kundanji a very sweet and harmless looking fellow or so I thought, came the very next day on time and took me to task immediately.

 Now you know what they say about yoga it so easy, convenient, you feel great, you look awesome ..ya right.. sure and I am Aishwarya Rai! To clear all the misconceptions and to set the record straight Yoga asans are not easy ..you have to be nimble and flexible to get it right which I was so not along with ensuring that your breathing is correct ..sigghhh. After the first class you don't feel great because every bone in your body is crying out with pain and you probably don't look awesome because you can barely walk straight let alone sit on your "A##S".

 I should have guessed this was not going to be easy and the icing on the cake was kundanji's comment "Aapke chehre pe itna stress kyun hai jab aap asan karti hain, aise nahi hona chahiye". I was about to give him a befitting reply before sanity prevailed and I kept my mouth shut reminding myself that it was not the poor man's fault that he was stuck with teaching of all the people in the world "me". (Inside I was uttering all the abuses in the world that I knew, I must say that really calmed me down)

 Okay Now the good part after having passed the litmus test for the first week and seeing kundanji's expression changing from concern to agitation and now I think I can see a hint of smile spread across his face when he sees me completing the postures correctly that you do get better with time. I admit as well that you actually start feeling nice, I have started walking straighter with more confidence. Of all the wonders Kundanji and I have really hit it off magnificently and I don't look forward to his classes as an one hour spent in hell any more.

 Looks like  things are shaping up beautifully including me... :)

Sunday Musings

Have you ever caught yourself saying to yourself or maybe others "I am too busy", "I am too stressed", "I need to get a life" well I have and I seem to be saying this way too often to my disbelief and others disappointment.

I have this sneak suspicion that along the way to reach my goals by working literally my butt off, constantly being online or on my official email id to be "on top of things", skipping meeting a friend for lunch/coffee for the fear of missing out an important mail/work or a minute of constructive work time--I seem to have gotten disconnected with none other than well with "ME".

I thought technology was supposed to lessen the burden, help me educate myself, help me stay connected (facebook,you tube, gmail chat) , well my friend for me it does all this and more but at what cost? Is it even worth it I think sometimes? I wonder how people survived when they did not have a blackberry, did not have access to computers and mobiles..well the answer is simple they did "survive" so why can't we?.

I did a little experiment this Sunday I took time off - I went for a walk without the radio blaring in my ears, did not touch my computer until right now, tried not sending any text and calling people up did not quite succeed but at least I tried and I quite liked it. While I walked I noticed well the sky, greenery around me, children cycling, the wind blowing on my face/hair enjoyED the feeling and ya a couple walking hand in hand totally oblivious of anything and anyone ..how cute!

Since the morning I have had at least a dozen panic attacks by not checking my personal id/official id, facebook, texting etc and you know what nothing earth shattering has happened, no body died including me! So I have come to the conclusion that I will have to take time off -You know take out time to do nothing at all..lounge around..read a book..just sit on my terrace and observe everything around me -FYI one of the peaceful and calming things I can vouch for it!!

I would like to someday extend this experiment to a weekday keeping aside the worry of getting fired or beaten up or worse. In the meanwhile I think this has been one of my most relaxing Sundays and I wished to share it with someone and then realized sometimes the only person you needed was right there.. it was "ME"......

Note to myself

Went to SN with friends on Saturday...finally came to the conclusion that I share a love and hate relationship with Sarojni Nagar market(SN). For the benefit of those who do not know about this highly popular export market in South Delhi..it is like a mecca of highly affordable, trendy and latest collection of apparels and what not! See most other people or should we say girls/women are in love or swear by the international brands (Dior , Mango and zara of the world) no such problem like that with me ..Still whenever I have gone there..Looked at the colorful display..made the right noises ...ohhhh ahhhh..so coolll...totally hawwwt ...I have to my misery returned empty handed. I don't seem to understand the problem maybe need to see a doctor or quack. Anyways went to Ambience mall Gurgaon and vasant kunj and guess what spent a fortune...note to myself “go figure”.


Watched Delhi Belly.. Barrel of laughs for sure…heard a group of 2o’s something discussing the movie.. note to myself either the coming generation is way ahead of it’s time , faster and more chilled out than even ice itself or I am suddenly grown very old…waiting for the white hair to appear soon..siggghh.


Finished two books in a week “I heart Paris” and the other one I can’t seem to recall enjoyed myself to the hilt..note to myself “need to start reading more” another note to myself “ for god’s sake get over the chick lit phase” .hmmmm scratch that so whaaat atleast I am reading!


Been trying to motivate myself the whole of last week about starting a new exercise regime…bought a new swimming costume ..looks amazing on me ..downfall the price not so amazing. Result it is lying somewhere in the back of the cupboard…damn it! Also borrowed a tennis racquet from a friend..it is yet to see the light of day..Thinking about walking …note to myself “I think I am running out of options so I better move my butt ..”literally” and start doing something..anything”.


I think I write my most interesting and funny blogs when I am feeling low… ironical to say the least ..note to myself “I need to figure out another way to motivate myself to write otherwise Dude this is soo not working out”.

Note to myself “write another blog soon and soon for crying out loud means soon. Note to myself stop writing note to myself..pheeewww!